Love drives me crazy

Nov 15,2010, Monday.
This was one of the most important day in my life. Jieying Ou, a charming girl, promised to be my girlfriend. I was so happy that day. Little by little, I fell in love with her deeply, even if she told me that she had already a boyfriend.
I don't know what shall I choose. I don't know how to go on my life if she leave me alone. Time and time again, she told me that she will resign after the spring festival and then go back home in Zhongshan city. Yesterday, she told me that she is likely to resign at an earlier date because she did not pass the test.
I did nothing but felt sad and in a daze.
I have assumed many results. The final result I wish is to marry her and live for a whole life.
While now, I feel so sad that I don't know what to do. The only thing I can do now is stay with her before she goes back home. Of course, I have another plan, that is go to Zhongshan with her together and then find a job there, work hard to earn a better life for us.
God bless us.